MWAH MWAH

This is officially my theme song for this summer of 2010/11!
I really cannot contain myself now!
The song really just gives you that airy-fairy light and delicate feel like you're swaying with bare legs and arms and something beautifully effortless adorned on your body, swaying...swaaaaying and basking in the sun.....



Okay. Did you enjoy that? Did you feel like basking in all summer's heat?

I'm currently bidding on a Miu Miu blouse on eBay and shorty, I SHALL REIGN AND OWN THE BEAUTIFUL SHEER BLOUSE (I have been winning for the past 3 days so unless someone decides to out-bid me in the next hour....well......)!!

anita...

You'll be next.

Sometimes, I wish the entire world was happy with who they were for an entire day.

anita...

We're on the edge.

I have Fashion tomorrow. Only two more weeks and I would be leaving with a Certificate I and II in Fashion design and Technology. We were given the simple theme of a Summer Picnic for our end of year garment production. I already hate it but here's my very basic, bland navy-blue dress for my final piece project.

 anita...

I was never as cool as them.

Dear Strangers,

I found this old Polaroid-sticker photo of my sister and I a couple of years ago. I've had it framed in this tiny little frame ever since. I think it's the best and and funniest photo of her and I. I was probably about seven or so, in my old bedroom. Haha. I have more but this one is the best.

anita...

Fashion Prize

I entered a competition a few weeks back hosted by the Australian Academy of Design and was gladly selected as a finalist! We were given a theme, "Y-chic" and had to hand in a couple of drawings, a mood board and a statement supporting out work. The process of it was pretty fun, although I'm still refining my skills. I attended the presentation exhibition last Wednesday with my best friends and my parents at the academy. There was a first, second and third prize and I didn't expect to win anything, but I was awarded surprised to have my name called out and be awarded with a Certificate of Commendation which made me very, very happy! They also gave me a little sewing kit.

My favourite work was by a girl named Maria Kim who attends my tafe. Her work absolutely amaaaazed me and I'm not surprised to her winning first prize! I have never seen any work so amazingly eccentric. My work is just ridiculously embarrassing next to hers.

Gaia

Rachael and I with our beloved teacher from tafe, Sammie, who insisted we stood close to her so we would look like friends. Her support meant a lot to me!

Bye strangers.

101.

Thoughts in my head.
Don't know what to do.
Confusion constantly in my mind.
Thoughts are what divide people.
Personality.
Hiding feelings from everyone.
Always something is up.
Never will I tell a soul.
It's what makes me so different.
I am different and unusual.
We are different.
Maybe we are just normal and everyone else is different
Life, work, money. It's what school is all about.
I don't know.
I never know.
I never will know.
I want to know.
But sometimes I don't.
Little things hurt.
On the inside.
Pain.
Confusion.
Struggle.
Need some wisdom.
We all need wisdom.
Lazy.
I am not lazy.
Tired.
After a long day in jail.
Nothing.
Empty space.
The need to fill spare time with something.
Sinking like the Titanic.
Soul.
Everything is all the same.
Nothing ever changes.
Always confusion.
Death.
There is no resurrection.
Religion is not real.
We are all the same.
No one is different.
We think we are the same, but it's our stupid fucking mind.
Fuck everything!
Fuck our mind!
Lose control!

- Written by someone. Someone amazingly beautiful.

It doesn't all have to be something sex crazed

Nude
What I like to be with you
Hair pushed back
In your tiny bed
With your ugly sheets
And the scent that always lingers on you
Nude
It’s silent
Not in our heads
Smiles
Arms around
And fingers entwined
Kisses here
On your forehead
On your cheek
On your hand
Your chest
Your smile
Everything
Emotions
Out in the open
Don’t ever let go
Nude.
You let go
And you leave me
The pan sizzles
Griddle cakes on a plate
You bring me juice
The best kind
Nude.